numbers.

For a long time a number defined me. It was always a three digit number.

Always larger than I desired it to be. Always a secret number.

I felt ashamed at that number.

Today my number is better. It doesn't define me. In fact it is always changing! Which is the best part..

I lied on my license.

I said I weighed 155.. at the time I weighed 185. At the time.. I thought.. this number.. represents me.

I am two pounds away from being in a group of numbers that sounds sooo good! 140.. doesnt that sound thin? Well after being 204 .. it sound AMAZING!

I look forward to this number.. 149.

And although it won't define me. I will be so pound to be there.